Sunday, October 10, 2010

40 Days of Thankfulness: Day One

 

I am thankful, believe it or not, that I had Cushing's.  Mind you, I wouldn't want to have it now, although diagnoses and surgeries seem "easier" now. Having Cushing's taught me a lot, including how to stick up for myself, how to read medical books to learn more about my disease, how to do web design, how to navigate NIH.  It taught me patience, how to make phone calls.  It brought me a lot of new friends.

I am also thankful that people are becoming more empowered and participating in their own diagnoses, testing and treatment.  This have changed a lot since my diagnosis in 1983!

When I had my Cushing's over 20 years ago, I never thought that I would meet another Cushing's patient in real life or online. Back then, I'd never even been aware that there was anything like an "online". I'm so glad that people struggling with Cushing's today don't have to suffer anymore thinking that they're the only one who deals with this.

Because of my work on the websites - and, believe me it is a ton of work! - I have had the honor of meeting over a hundred other Cushies personally at local meetings, conferences, at NIH (the National Institutes of Health in Bethesda, MD where I had my final diagnosis and surgery). It occurred to me once that this is probably more than most endocrinologists will ever see in their entire career. I've also talked to countless others on the phone. Amazing for a "rare" disease!

I don't know what pushed me in 1983, how I got the confidence and self-empowerment to challenge these doctors and their non-diagnoses over the years.  I'm thankful that I didn't suffer any longer than I did and I'm glad that I have a role in helping others to find the medical help that they need.